oui j’adore

KICKING IT

In my head jumping around
are images interspersed with
feelings about guilt and sadness
that make me fly, thats the
wack part

So I’m flying all around
a little stressed but flying
none then less, with no definite
landing in site just the goal of
finding you in this big cloud garden.
I have no idea where you are but
I feel that your close

Its probably because you’re down
the block and we dream at the
same time frequently. Whats up I
say descending.  You catch me in
the air and the bottoms of my feet
are still skyward. you embrace me for
a long time, until I start to level out.

You ask me why didn’t I use the key
I’m like, “I flew all the way here for
this?” You tell me everyone is inside.
I think they aren’t my relatives
they consider me one of theirs
because of the way you talk about me
when I’m not around. Your hat looks
funny with your ponytail; you ask me
if I want coffee or beer.

I don’t say anything
because the long summer
sun has successfully set another day
without catastrophe and I’m glad we’re
kicking it.

Springtime Again

Fallen juggernaught says what

I’m on the list man I swear

you don’t know who the fuck I am

well fuck you then, I don’t work

here, maybe I wish I did

no I don’t, your boss forgets

about that time I grilled him

burgers two summers ago

and he opened up to me

 

Fallen juggernaught says what

pish tosh, pitter patter peter

tosh townsend in front of

the fish when we were kids

or was it the hat, remember that?

I don’t have to either but I do

wish you were still you

I wish I was still me, who ever

said you could trust a genie

 

Fallen juggernaught says what

get everything you wish for

before the Camaro and guaranteed

your at Arrow before the dj gets there

telling the bartender you’re most

surely are a regular, irrefutable yes

but another day weighs heavy on

your chest for reasons unknown

who knows